New Beginning

Hello all,

Yesterday felt like I was being born again,let me explain.
After I drop all the kids off at school I went to the cemetery to visit my grandmother (Maggie L.) I talk to her for about 30 minutes. I told myself I wasn't going to cry but I did a little. My grandmother passed away December of 1996 I know it was a long time ago but she was very close to me and I still have not fully accepted her death. After I left I went to the church I grew up in (Evangelist Temple) as I was pulling up I looked in my review mirror and saw the Bishop pulling up also. Normally I am in the parking lot alone so it was a little unusual to me. I haven't talk to Bishop Kyles in a long time so to see him then felt really good.
I started my own business earlier this year so that I don't have to worry about working for someone else and the drama that brings but things haven't been going that well. I talk to GOD a lot about me continuing to try with my business or accept that I need to get a job and struggle for the rest of my life. After I talk to Bishop I really felt that I should continue building my Wedding and Event Planning company. I have asked God for the past few weeks what I should do with no response. With Christmas being right around the corner and me having four kids I wasn't sure but I have all my faith in the Lord and November 2 is the New Beginning to my life.
If you ever need a friend or just someone to talk to remember God is always there he may not talk back to you right then but be patient and have faith and you will soon see His will.
Everyday we make choices that determine our future, live for today and plan for tomorrow.

XOXO Ms. Tonga