OKAY 2010 HERE WE GO!!!

My New Year didn't start off so hot. A couple of different problems accured and in a back to back order. I have set back the last few months to really get my personal and business life in order. With GoD and the blueprinted we have came up with for me I really feel that all my stars are in line. The only thing that makes this hard is having to shoot for my goals in front of everyone; my kids, my sisters, my mom, my dad, my entire family, all my close friend that depend on me, my artist, the people that don't want to see me make it (hi haters) , and people I don't even know. But this is why I needed to get my faith strenth at its highest. Most people in the business don't care that your a person they just look at you as a stepping stone in their career path. Which I can understand why they feel that way. Must people in this industry feel that way so they do their business with people they don't connect with and 8 times out of 10 someone is going to get fucked. That's why I have to know and trust anyone I'm doing business with. I didn't plan for my blueprint to be in line with the new year it just happened that way but I'm now okay with it, things really feel brand new. I'm not perfect but its okay because no one is but I am a great person, mom, child, sister, aunt, friend and business woman. I know I will run into those people that are here to make only their life better but I still hope I can help them without them sucking all the life out of me. I'm here to help people so I'm okay with it. We, as an industry need to get back to when we supported each other not just being here with their hands out.
If your still in your planning stage that's okay don't rush your blueplans because you feel that your being passed up because if the people you surround yourself with really want to help and support you they will wait untill your ready. I have never been so scared and over joyed at the same time in my life. But if this is what success feels like I can get use to the feeling and so can you. Stay stong in faith and your dreams will come true and u can come see me, I will help u make them come true...... Mmuhh XOXO!!!!