2010

Every New Year I here people say what they are going to do different and watch as they fail or give up or give in. I never wanted to be that person so the new year for me was just the new year. For 2010 i'm changing that... my life starts over and i just have to pray for the best. I know i wont give up cause this is my life and i promise to never give in cause i have too many people depending on me. I will always do my best matters the year the day the month or the time. You dont have to wait until the new year to do your best start now start tomorrow but dont do it for the wrong reasons do it for you. Life is short live it to the fullest dont let anyone live it for you. MMMMUUUHHHH love yourself !!!!!!!

supermom

Over the weekend was my little princess maggie b day and we did it big cause she never had a huge party cause her b day is so close to christmas but my boys have. After I bought all their christmas gifts by myself I told their dad he would have to help pay for Maggie parties and other stuff; he said ok he could only give 150 I didn't trip I said ok and rebudgeted everything the day before he had to pay for it he bought dinner for his kids and said that was part of her b day money I still didn't trip the next day we go to wally world (walmart) and I told him to get her a gift and that can be out the money too cause I got all her gifts and he didn't get her anything we spent 40 and he went left on me and didn't want to give no more money. The point is sometime you have to face the fact that just because someone is supppose to do their job don't mean that they will and if their job have anything to do with you always have a plan b.